SO NOW THAT MAY THE FORTH BE W/you and CINCO DE MAYO are over with.. I want to tell everyone keeping track.

:) HELLO EVERYBODY KEEPING TRACK:

 IT MAY SEEM LIKE I WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE to you.. and those reading my blogs and emails: NO ONE EXCEPT THE LORD HIMSELF KNOWS what I am thinking or feeling. 

:) I still want to leave Northern VA.. nothing changed there: God's timing is always right time. 

:) I need long break from politics.. right now. 

!:) For sure NO ONE KNOWS WHAT I AM THINKING regardless of how I LOOK :) or what you think you see. I will put a couple photos in there. :) EXCEPT MY COMPUTER IS SERIOUSLY MESSED UP.. Google and Microsoft apparently are in competition for a race to the bottom. making me jump through hoops to get MY PHOTOS .. only makes me know that I will eventually go back to paper and pen.. on that note.. yes I just tried to access my photos.. and came back.. so you will know why I said that. trying again.

 

 Make of it what you will:) some good times.. :) 

SO I FEEL LIKE DEJU AND IDIOCRACY COMBINED THESE DAYS.. The SECULAR MANIC NEWS CYCLE

 Dear Reader and Friends,

Yes I am very sore and sad.. the secular manic news cycle in conjunction w and in full confluence when my phones and computers started blinking.. all the time.. so I will put some entertaining memes up.. for my amusement. :) Felix fell and I am sad.. he hit his eye I went over "patched it up".. and two good friends died.. still working on the details and spending some time in grief.. but as a Christian will just try to get a giggle.. like Angie used to say. I wonder what she meant by that. get a giggle.. she used it when she was talking about taking drugs.. she did use "drugs" but I don't remember her saying that EVER.. what do I  know I am her only sister..and listened to every thing she had to say.. and tried to give what I could and share what I had.. when she was here on this planet. On that note, will post some photos and take a bath or something like that. shower. 

CARS BURNED IN KENOSHa

no one noticed anything?

next one better. just wondering if I am the only who noticed that Wisconsin and Minnesota are  actually worse than California.. what is going on out there? Where is Nick Shirley when needed? Doing the job of DOJ and other news media! God Bless him!

 

my laptop.. still barely working

 

My computer screen.. so called trouble shooting

My sister's self portrait.. guessing around 1980

I can't find any recent photos of me.. where I don't look exhausted.. hold.. will look again.. and I have been sick.. as everyone knows .. :) sigh.

 NO

 

GLENN YOUNGKIN ON THE GERRYMANDERING VOTE.. VOTE NO!

 https://youtu.be/gNeBUu-tODk?si=Y3rTqvOgqUILe8PQ

GLENN YOUNGKIN ON DEMS ATTEMPT TO GERRYMANDER  

 

LISTEN TO WHAT GLENN YOUNGKIN SAYS. VOTE NO for the FAIREST MAPS IN VIRGINIA

the UTUBE SHOWS THE MAP.. this is a total disgrace.. the DEMOCRATS HAVE NO LIMITS TO THE DEPTHS THEY WILL GO TO GRAB and ESTABLISH POWER IN THE STATE OF VIRGINIA

VOTE NO!  

SPANBERGER.. IS ATTEMPTING.. to overturn.. everything Glenn Youngkin did.

I am going to move before her term is up.. well LORD WILLING. or move to a RED AREA OF THE STATE. I can't stand being in Northern VA.. 

GOD BLESS YOU TOO.  

IBOGAINE for Vets discussed with Jillian Micheals: Healing Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, Neurodegenerative Diseases & More

 So I watched the White House announce the "right to try" w/ regard to IBOGAINE which I have never heard of.. I am retired from medicine and worked w/ Vets and drug addicts.. and this is amazing. I am having to overcome my own "preconceived" prejudices against psychedelics as a person who grew up in the "Hippie" era who did NOT use the LSD and other psychedelics during the mid 70s. SO I AM DOING THE RESEARCH. We all have addictions: IT TOOK ME 15 years to quit smoking cigarettes using many methods. Finally, God lifted my nicotine addiction. I had to use the PATCH and NICORETTES and smoking cessation clinics and finally in 2021 I had a spiritual experience in a dream: (the third time, and smoking was done for me.)  

YES. I got the miracle but not without cost, my gut was destroyed from the Nicorette gum. so much for my addiction. I was so impressed w/ the BRIAN and JILLIAN deep dive into "Plant medicines" which include the BRAIN HEALING which reportedly is accomplished by IBOGAINE. 

I have never used psychedelics. So for me, I am just listening and checking out what the VETERANS are saying.   "The recent Stanford University–Ambio study, published in Nature Medicine, showing remarkable improvements in veterans with traumatic brain injuries — and no serious adverse events" quoting from Jillian Michaels website. 

CARDIAC MONITORING is required.. I am listening to this now: so without further ado:

Deep Dive into IBOGAINE "right to try" drug 

So I am going to finish listening to this on line.. this is PURELY MEDICINAL according the BRIAN the veteran. 

I am not giving or endorsing IBOGAINE as a former research medical researcher; I am just educcating myself about this new breakthrough treatment (so said) for opioid dependency, addiction, PTSD, LIME disease and other medical issues mentioned in this UTUBE. 

As a Christian I do like the spiritual side of this and I personally have experienced Jesus Christ as my personal savior years ago so I will share that with the reader. :) Isabell  

THE NEIGHOBORHOOD BULLY by BOB DYLAN. I thought I heard them all ;)

BOB DYLAN on Israel 

I subscribe to Jihad Watch and believe it or not.. Hugh Fitzgerald who writes some interesting articles quoted BOY GEORGE.. as being pro Israel.. and he sang there.. which is interesting.

Then he said LADY GAGA also did a concert and was pro Israel.. apparently years ago because I saw her at the Oscars or some so called awards show and she certainly did not stand w/ Israel.. so as the feckless continue to flutter.. so what. Lady GaGa continues to disappoint anyway.. she is part Italian and I thought when I first heard her.. wow. interesting,,, amazing voice: SHE IS NOT IN CHARGE OF HER MESSAGING.. and at least she has the lack of fortitude to stay the hell out of politics.  

 Quoting Hugh Fitzgerald below..he admits he has never heard a song by Boy George or Lady Gaga..wow.. not even on the radio?. well anyway. ENJOY..

"I have never heard a song by Boy George or by Lady Gaga, but you know, maybe now I will.Another singer who wittily defends Israel is Bob Dylan, with his song about the Jewish state, “Neighborhood Bully." You can hear him sing it right here."

 ANYWAY. I AM HUGE FAN OF BOB DYLAN's work, I consider him to be one the most BRILLIANT POETS ever to have put pen to paper. He is a POET. I read one his songs, She Belongs to Me, at my sister's funeral because his description was so much like my sister.. I used to say..  wow he met Angie.. the song with "she's an artist and she don't look back".. if you don't remember that is your problem.. 

KUDOS AGAIN TO BOB DYLAN.. :)  https://youtu.be/MAPeensvejY?si=tThYW2SBHFFRa9jQ 

DON'T LOOK DOCUMENTARY ABOUT BOB DYLAN.. above. ;) free.